letting go..little by little...

It has been rough on me lately. I have to start letting go a little more. Sunday we put Madison in the church playgroup. It all happened to fast. Dave was holding her and we checked her in and with that she was in the playgroup and we were finding seats for church. Yuck! We had decided to start looking into it as she is not able to sit still during the whole service. We had just mentioned it and thought we would do this slow, like start out with half the service. We thought that it would be easier to listen to the sermon, however for me the whole time I was worried about her and how she would get along. She did grea1! She loved it! It was me who worried that she would be crying or get hurt. You name it...it went through my head.
Maybe next time I will be able to sit and listen with my husband. It felt good to have some time with just him. Then the next day she decided that she didn't want to sit in her highchair anymore. AGHH!! I don't know if I can let her grow up so fast...... She is starting to want to be so independent. It's great and sad all at once.